20201026

 Monday, 26 October

#Today I felt blank. I didn't sleep well and I didn't excite to cook and to do anything. I drank a cup of hot honey. I took breakfast and vitamin C.

After breakfast, I went back to sleep. Even I wasn't sleepy. My eyes were closed but my ears still can hear anything.

I heard when my niece and nephew woke up. I heard when they prepared to back to their home. I heard when my nephew looked at me. I heard when my sister's husband came.

So, I woke up to see my niece and nephew before they went. 

I saw they brought their properties. I saw them hugely by her mother. I saw they stepped out of my house.  I saw they waving goodbye to me and my mom. I saw their smile. 

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My tears came out when I saw my sister huge her daughter. I can felt her feeling. She cried out but she should keep. 

After they went, I started to clean up my house. I made disinfectant by myself. I sprayed it on whole rooms. I wiped all the things that have been touched by my niece and nephew. I wash some set of bed sheets.

While I sprayed the disinfectant, my tears came out again. I remembered when my nephew stepped out while waved her hand and said goodbye. 

I did it until evening. My legs were in pain and powerless. So, I slept early to keep my health.

#enoughfortoday #qmo