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Senin, 08 Juni

#Hariini #Today I woke up late because I can't sleep well last night.

Maybe because of that, my emotion can't be controlled. I got angry easily. And my bad memories last year appeared again togetherly with my anger to people who have disturbed me.

Not only it. My elder brother also made me angry but I just kept in my mind. He ate in my home but he didn't wash the plate. "I was not your maid," I said in my mind. 😡😡😡

Our relationship was not good since he is angry with my mom. It caused by his wife who didn't have shame. So, annoyed...

This afternoon, he scolded my mom again whereas my mom wanted to help him to prepared his baby's event. My anger blew. I spoke up to my mom "why do you help him?" But my mom still defended him. 

My anger has been exploded. 😡😡😡

https://images.app.goo.gl/vMkRPLwpUbNqqSa77

Finally, I just kept silent to reduce my anger. 😥😥😥

#hariini #cukupsampaidisini