Friday, 02 October

#Today I wanna write about my dream of my grandma.

I didn't know why it happened. But after I thought about it, I got the relationship.

In my dream :

I told to my grandma to offer her properties. 

(Because my grandma likes collecting anything which she liked. From toys, bottles, clothes, pillows, etc. Her room full of properties that cause her can not sleep in her room. So, she chooses to sleep outside her room)

And she agreed.

(I can not believe it. Because she always refused if others asked her to throw away her properties)

So, she asked me and 3 of my cousins to help her.

(Let's called 3 of my cousins as Cousin 1, 2, and 3)

And we did it. We delivered her properties to outside the grandma's house.

Yup... It was my dream.

The questions are: 

1. Why did I dream of her?

2. Why did she agree when I asked her to offer her properties?

3. Why was my grandma choose us to help her? She has a lot of grandchildren and children. Why should be us?

It made me took a deep observation to answer my questions. And finally, I got the answers and the relationship.

I will start to answer from the lastest number.

Number 3: Why was my grandma choose us to help her? 

- Cousin 1, because he has grown with my grandma. He liked grandma's son.

- Cousin 2, because he will go to Taiwan. Maybe my grandma worries about him.

- Cousin 3, because my grandma's room became his room.

- Me, (maybe) because I always sharing merits every day.

Number 2: Why did she agree when I asked her to offer her properties?

On a Wednesday night, I saw some status of the social Buddhist group. The status showed some receipts of offering fund that has been transferred to one of the Buddhist Center.

(Maybe) my grandma wanted to do an offer to this Center.

Number 1: Why did I dream of her?

(Maybe) I knew about this center and she believes in me than others. Yup... I was so vocal about my grandma's condition where her children and her grandchildren who have she took care of baby, only need my grandma's wealth. 

After my grandma's wealth was sold out and she didn't have any wealth again, no one cares about her.

I always said that "grandma's children only need her wealth". 

It was not a nonsense statement. It was the truth. And grandma's children didn't like what I have said. They can not accept this truth.

As we knew, the truth is a painful statement and painful reality.

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#enoughfortoday #qmo