Wednesday, 10 March
#Today was 5th Remembering of my nice's passed away.
I still remember when 9 March 2016 morning, after the full solar eclipse has happened, I saw him ride his bike. He was fine.
In the afternoon, he went to the monastery with his family to pray and released the animal or it's called Fang Shen.
After that came back home, he started vomiting everything like food or drink. And at 7.30 pm my elder brother's wife to my home to left my nephew to us. Because my elder brother and his wife will carry my niece to the hospital.
At 1.00 a.m on 10 March 2016, my nephew started crying. She looked at her parents. I tried to calm down her but can not.
So, at 2.00 a.m, I asked my younger brother to call my elder brother. And I can not believe that my niece was in a coma.
My elder brother asked to carry my nephew to the hospital.
At 2.30 a.m, my parents, my younger brother, my nephew, and I arrived at the hospital. My nephew didn't allow to enter the hospital because she still 2 years old. So, my niece and I stayed in the parking zone.
Shortly after, I heard someone screamed, and my feeling said that I have lost my niece. And I said to my nephew that her elder brother has gone forever. Of course, she didn't understand what I said, but I believe that she can felt it.
My niece had blood cancer on 29 July 2013. He finished his chemotherapy in November 2015, but the cancer cells remained. So doctors decided to re-chemotherapy.
In February 2016, the doctor said that the cancer cells were not found again, but he should continue his chemotherapy until done. But... Before he finished it, he has passed away. 😥😥😥
I cried a lot... Some people said that I cried like I lost my son. I knew that it was not good for my mind, but I sad.
Some memories are remaining in my mind. How he talked, laugh, walked, curious about something new, etc.
I missed him...
I hope he rebirth in good condition... 🙏🙏🙏
#enoughfortoday #qmo
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