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 Tuesday, 20 October

#Today I was surprised by the arrival of my college friend. Yup... We have lost contact for more than 6 years because he got a mutation from his office to another province. 

The latest news that I heard is he has married and his family was not good, full of quarrels.

And today, suddenly he came because he quarrels with his wife. From the first day of his marriage, his always scolded by his wife. Not only that, his relationship with his family was fulfilled with problems. After his marriage, he didn't yet visit his family. His mother had a stroke again because of him.

He has come last night at 11 p.m. Because of the fence has been locked, so he decided to go to the mall, and slept in the parking lot.

He came to my home at around 6 a.m. I was so surprised by his looks. He was so messy. I knew that he had struggled with his problems. 

He didn't want to tell me what has been happened. And I can't push him to speak. 

During our conversation, many times he gave some clue that he had stress and he needs a quiet place to refresh his body and mind. 

I knew how his feelings. They need a friend to share his burdens, but he still has stubborn to ensure that he can overcome his struggles by himself. 

I honor his decision. I just can give him support and a better place to retreat from his problem.

Not only that, I was surprised by the bad news from my friend from elementary school. She texted in a WhatsApp group that one of our friends has passed away this noon caused by suicide. And one of the supporting factors to choose suicide was the same. He also got a struggle with his wife. 😥😥😥

https://images.app.goo.gl/3CEbEFp2fUPsYuDN9

Oh my God... I remembered what has happened to me last year. When I have thought of suicide. I struggled alone. No family and friends. So, I knew how they feeling too. 😞😞😞

#enoughfortoday #qmo