I'M In My Stories: DEAR (20191218) Kim Jong Hyun Shinee

18 Desember (DElapan belAs desembeR)

#Hariini tepat 2 tahun kepergian Kim Jong Hyun Shinee (K-Pop Idol). Gak nyangka sudah 2 tahun berlalu. Dia meninggal pada usia 27 tahun karena suicide. Saat gw mendengar berita kematiannya, gw merasa ini seperti berita hoax, but it's true... 2 years has been passed, i still can't believe it.

https://wow.tribunnews.com

Selama ini gw memang sudah sering mendengar nama Shinee, sebagai juniornya boyband Super Junior (Suju), bahkan gw juga sudah pernah mendengar lagu-lagunya. Lagu yang pertama kali gw dengar, yaitu Stand By Me (Ost. K-drama Boys Before Flower), tapi gw belum tahu wajah-wajah mereka. Gw tahu wajah mereka saat gw lihat MV Sherlock, dan belum tahu nama personelnya.

http://onceuponatimeasia.unblog.fr/2013/07/19/weekly-idol-shinee-sherlock-comeback/

https://m.detik.com/wolipop/entertainment-news/d-3777091/siap-siap-baper-intip-7-ost-drama-yang-pernah-dinyanyikan-jonghyun-shinee

Gw mengenal nama Jonghyun Shinee mulai dari suaranya, yaitu saat dia mengisi salah satu soundtrack k-drama City Hunter, yang dibintangi oleh Lee Min Ho, dengan judul So Goodbye. Dari sanalah gw mulai suka dan mencari tahu siapa Jonghyun ini. Ternyata dia adalah salah satu member dari Shinee.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6VhcML6Jbw

Gw suka dengan warna suaranya yang khas dan lirik lagunya yang bagus (menurut gw).

Berikut dalah beberapa lirik lagu yang gw suka:

Stand by me (OST. Boys Before Flowers)

stand by me

look towards me

even though I don’t know love yet

stand by me

guard over me

because I am still clumsy at love

my feelings get better as I look at you

I find myself randomly singing

I even want to buy a single rose

The side of myself is so new

As my heart becomes closer to you

The world become more beautiful

If you feel my nervousness

Will you wait just a little bit?

Forever making love

Forever making you smile

Filled with your bright smile

Forever making love

Forever making you smile

Now hold my hands

Stand by me

Look towards me

Even though I don’t know love yet

Stand by me guard over me

Because I am still clumsy at love

The more I get to know you, my heart quivers

All I can do is smile

Shall I try to kiss you?

Will it get me a little closer to your heart?

Could this feeling be love

Im still shy

I haven’t even taken a single step to you

So please wait for my love

Together making love

Forever making you smile

Filled with your bright smile

Together making love

forever making you smile

I will slowly heat towards you step by step

Stand by me

Look at me

Somehow, I want to be closer to you

Stand by me

Guard over me

I want to seem a bit cooler to you

I don’t know at first

How to begin to love

I still don’t know my heart

But I love you

Together making love

Forever making you smile

Filled with your bright smile

Together making love

forever making you smile

now hold my hands

Stand by me

Look towards me

Even though I don’t know love yet

Stand by me guard over me

Because I am still clumsy at love

(https://parkminnie.wordpress.com/lyrics/shinee-stand-by-me/)

So Goodbye (OST. City Hunter)

So goodbye don’t cry and smile

those Emotionally day’s i will

treat it as a gift and give you

So goodbye , to the lonely me who once hide in the dark

i need you

i need your love again

just like waiting for every other day to arrive

leaveing the Aching wound and sad recollection of me

the impression of seeing your for the first time

as if the time has stopped, my eyes has got only you

although there is setback

i won’t regret

closing my eyes i could feel you breathing

so i could smile

So goodbye don’t cry and smile

those Emotionally day’s i will

treat it as a gift and give you

So goodbye , to the lonely me who once hide in the dark

i need you

i need your love again

although there is setback

i won’t regret

closing my eyes i could feel you breathing

so i could smile

So goodbye don’t cry and smile

those Emotionally day’s i will

treat it as a gift and give you

So goodbye , to the lonely me who once hide in the dark

i need you

i need your love again

So goodbye don’t cry and smile

those exhausted years

for the sake of you i will forget

So goodbye , to the lonely me who once hide in the dark

i need you

i need your love again

So goodbye , to the lonely me who once hide in the dark

i need you

i need your love again

So goodbye don’t cry and smile

those exhausted years

for the sake of you i will forget

So goodbye , to the lonely me who once hide in the dark

i need you

i need your love again

i need you

i need you for my love

(https://lyricstranslate.com/en/so-good-bye-so-goodbye.html)

Green Rain (OST. Queen's Classroom)

When I open my eyes to the sound of the clock

It feels new but the day is the same

So I headed to the same place that

I go every day without thinking

But over there is a place I haven’t yet gone

It’s so big and high that

I never even thought of it

But I want to climb over that wall

I want to hide my slightly nervous heart

And I want to firmly hold your hand and run

We become fresher in the pouring green rain

I used to be like a child,

used to be immature

But the reason I grew up

is because of your eyes

that believed in me, your one smile

That was enough for me

The wind tells me

that the world is rough

But if things stay like this,

I think it will be alright

There are questions

overflowing in my head

Who can answer me?

I wait endlessly

But the one who

found the answer is me

I want to hide my slightly nervous heart

And I want to firmly hold your hand and run

We become fresher in the pouring green rain

I used to be like a child,

used to be immature

But the reason I grew up

is because of your eyes

that believed in me, your one smile

That was enough for me

When the path we take

is wrong or maybe blocked

And we stop in place,

what should we do?

And when we pass that path,

what kind of face will we

have at that moment?

I want to hide my slightly nervous heart

And I want to firmly hold your hand and run

We become fresher in the pouring green rain

I used to be like a child,

used to be immature

But the reason I grew up

is because of your eyes

that believed in me, your one smile

That was enough for me

(https://kkromanized.wordpress.com/2013/06/28/rom-eng-lyrics-shinee-green-rain-%EC%B4%88%EB%A1%9D%EB%B9%84-queen-of-the-classroom-ost/)

Fly High (OST. Prosecutor Princess)

Fly high, so fly high, so fly high! Go! To the sky!

So fly high, so fly high, so fly high! Go! to the sky

Right now, let's fly!

My heart burn up, Enginge turn up

Believe me, don't be afraid spreading dreams inside your heart

I'll hold your hand, i can make your dream come true

Im already excited by the feeling of following the light in the sky

Im not going to let them lose

If you don't enjoy the moment

I'll go on even if my breath stopped, or im gonna regret it

Don't be afraid of the bitter failure

Everyone must have been through it

Fly high, so fly high, so fly high! Go! To the sky!

So fly high, so fly high, so fly high! Go! To the sky!

Rap>

Smile, the happiness are in our hands, the pain will soon gone away

The biggest love won't stop me from going

Sometimes i'll fall, sometimes it just too hard, and there'l be time when i hate myself

Be yorself!Hold my hand and, hey! we'll fly together towards your dream

Now, with both of your eyes, look up to heaven, get up, look at the sky

With both of your hands full of dreams, fly high

I'll keep you by my side, and i can make your dream come true

I'll go on even if my breath stopped, or im gonna regret it

Don't be afraid of the bitter failure

Everyone must have been through it

Fly high, so fly high, so fly high! Go! To the sky!

So fly high, so fly high, so fly high! Go! To the sky!

Rap>

Smile, the happiness are in our hands, the pain will soon gone away

The biggest love won't stop me from going

Sometimes i'll fall, sometimes it just too hard, and there'l be time when i hate myself

Be yorself!Hold my hand and, hey! we'll fly together towards your dream

eyes thst sparkling, smile with eyes thtat sparkling

Even if its really hard, just smile (Oh~~)

Without hesitation, Once again without hesitation

Spread your dreams, You so cool! (Oh~~)

Fly high, so fly high, so fly high! Go! To the sky!

So fly high, so fly high, so fly high! Go! To the sky!

Rap>

Smile, the happiness are in our hands, the pain will soon gone away

The biggest love won't stop me from going

Sometimes i'll fall, sometimes it just too hard, and there'l be time when i hate myself

Be yorself!Hold my hand and, hey! we'll fly together towards your dream

Right now, let's fly!

My heart burn up, Enginge turn up

Believe me, with heart full of dreams unfold

I'll hold your hand, i can make your dream come true

Fly High~~!

(http://bemyrainlyrics.blogspot.com/2010/04/lyric-shinee-fly-high.html)

Lonely

I am sorry, it's my fault, thank you, it;s thanks to you

you habit of spatting words easily

I know it's difficult for you as well

perhaps you think I am an idiot

If I told you with a crying face that I am having a difficult time

would it be better?

so who's going to have a harder time? If I whine about being in pain

will everything be okay?

Perhaps me and you trapped

each other in a delusion

no, you can't understand me

when I look at your worried eyes

Baby I’m so Lonely so Lonely

it seems I am alone

when I see you so tired, to you

am I a burden perhaps? am I too much for you?

Baby I’m so Lonely so Lonely

it seems I am alone as well

still, I hate to make it obvious to you

I am more accustomed to endure this alone

please understand me

We are together but we don't walk together

loneliness and suffering, the difference between them is a memory

why do you keep on writing things differently though?

Baby I’m so Lonely so Lonely

it seems I am alone as well

still, I hate to make it obvious to you

I am more accustomed to endure this alone

please understand me

Leave me alone

Baby I’m so Lonely so Lonely

it seems I am alone

Baby I’m so Lonely so Lonely

it seems I am alone as well

still, I hate hiding from you

I am more accustomed to endure this alone

please understand me

(https://lyricstranslate.com/en/lonely-lonely.html-8)

End of a day

Hold out your hand, wrap it around my neck

A little below, massage my shoulders

At the end of a tiring day

Even if the sun has already come up

I’m finally closing my eyes

I close the door to my day later than others

Playfully tickle my earlobe

Because even though we’ve been in different worlds all day

We always end the day together

Your small shoulders, your small hands

Become my cozy blanket at the end of a tiring day

You did a good job today, you worked so hard

I hope my shoulders and my thick hands

Will become cozy comfort

For the end of your tiring day as well

I want to naturally sync my breathing with yours

Like water in a bathtub that wraps around you

With no space left

I wanna warmly hold you without any space left

At the end of my day, filled with awkward mistakes

You, my prize, are waiting for me

Your small shoulders, your small hands

Become my cozy blanket at the end of a tiring day

You did a good job today, you worked so hard

I hope my shoulders and my thick hands

Will become cozy comfort

For the end of your tiring day as well

I want to naturally sync my breathing with yours

I can’t cry all I want or even laugh all I want

At the end of a tiring day but still, if I’m next to you

Like a child, I can whine and then laugh

Till I run out of breath

I’m not used to seeing myself like this

You did a good job today, you worked so hard

You are my prize

(https://lyricstranslate.com)

Breath

Without even knowing, I was holding the phone

It’s me, it’s been a long time

Because it was so hard, because I felt bad if I held you back

Because I regret letting you go, I just let out a sigh

Because I was so surprised, I couldn’t speak

I was holding on to my trembling heart

Are you struggling a lot? Where are you?

Before I could even ask, tears fell down

Just by hearing the sound of your breath

When tears fall, even my smallest

Cherished memories don’t know what to do

Because it hurt so much, we promised to let each other go

But whenever I’m not sure I can do it,

Please let me hear at least your breath

Breathing, opening my eyes every day,

barely getting through each day

I couldn’t tell you that those things were harder than dying

In case you would get worried so like a fool,

I just let out a sigh

When tears fall, even my smallest

Cherished memories don’t know what to do

Because it hurt so much, we promised to let each other go

But whenever I’m not sure I can do it,

Please let me hear at least your breath

There was so much I wanted to say

But I couldn’t say anything

We said that we were okay, comforting each other in pain

When I look back, we were only happy,

We haven’t let each other go

When tears fall, even my smallest

Cherished memories don’t know what to do

Because it hurt so much, we promised to let each other go

When I keep thinking about you

When it’s so hard that I can’t take it

Please let me hear at least your breath

(https://lyricstranslate.com)

Y si fuera ella

Itu adalah beberapa lagu yang gw suka dari Shinee maupun Jonghyun, sebenarnya masih ada beberapa lagu lain yang gw suka, seperti sentimental, gloomy clock, just for a day, good evening, dan masih ada banyak lagi.

Dan ini adalah lirik lagu dari Dear My Family (OST. I Am / SM Town Concert) yang dinyanyikan oleh seluruh idol yang berada di bawah naungan SM Entertainment, termasuk Shinee salah satunya.

When I couldn't find a place to stand

When I lost in ways of the storm

You gave me unconditional love

And everlasting courage

So I give gratitude to my family

Yet, sometimes I felt alone

I know the traces of my tears in the past

Have hurt you more than they should

You were worn out

Now, I can finally realize

Until the end of my life

Until the end of this world

Our love will last forever

Just like how the great strength starts from a group of small minds

I believe in us, as one family

Let's create happiness together

In this barren world

We'll be in love until we become the Light

We should yearn for that one dream

We should certainly look towards the same place

Because that is the only care

To the wounds of wordly pain

As long as we cherish one another

Until the end of my life

Until the end of this world

Our love will last forever

Just like how the great strength starts from a group of small minds

I believe in us, as one family

Let's create happiness together

In this barren world

We'll be in love until we become the Light

If there are people in despair in front of us

We need to be the power to encourage their rise again

They would need a hand

From family, like us

Just like how the great strength starts from a group of small minds

I believe in us, as one family

Let's create happiness together

In this barren world

We'll be in love until we become the Light

I love you

Ini adalah foto konser pertama Shinee setelah kematian Jonghyun. Setiap kali melihat foto ini, muncul perasaan kehilangan dan terasa hampa. So, Goodbye... Kim Jong Hyun... You did well...